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Name: E
Location: Queens, New York, United States
Birthday: 11/23/1990


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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

bored

I'm bored. So this is my entry.

What is your full name? You can make it up if you want, I won't know the difference: elizabeth marie.

Tell me about your family if you want to. If you're too lazy, that's okay, I don't really care: well...they're all crazy, loud, have big attitudes and unfortunately theyre related to me - but i love em.

When's your birthday?: in 10 days!!!

What day do you wish was your birthday?: i love my birthday!

So how old are you?: "sweet" sixteen

Do you like being that age?: its been pretty eventful, its okay.

If not, what age would you rather be; if yes, then why?: i wanna be seventeen.

What's your school like?: only sometimes. i love the teachers, i hate the students.

Do you even like your school?: i pretty much love it...most of the time.

Do you have a job or are you too lazy like me?: i have a job.

If yes, tell me about your job; if no, why not?: well, i babysit the cutest kids in the world besides my newphew.=)

Describe to me your personality: er. sassy, outspoken, non-conformist, dedicated, loyal and not funny. LOL

What do you do when you're bored?: these.

Well what do you do when the electricity goes out and you can't rely on electronics to keep you occupied?: last time that happened i ate cold pizza, and read harry potter.

Are you into sports, more of the "fine arts," or a mix of both?: im into art. whether its written, spoken, sung, painted, or drawn. art.

Are you a people person?: i usually am, but im off this week.

What do you want to be when you grow up?: happy

What is, in your opinion, the easiest job in the world?: is there really an easy job? if its easy its boring which makes it difficult cause you dont wanna go...

Are you responsible?: i am condemned to be responsible.

Which is better (or more tolerable) . . . Explain yourself:

Cats or dogs as pets?: dogs cause theyre cute and playful and happy and cats just smell.

Digital watch or regular?: well regular watches are more classy.

Pepsi or Coke (sorry, I know that's a big repeat, but it has to be asked)?: coke. but honestly i just prefer iced tea.

Hot tub or sauna?: hot tub - no doubt.

Freshly caught fish or cheapy frozen fish sticks?: freshly caugh fish cause my dad fishes and frozen fish reminds me of lunch food which is gros

Boring teacher or mean teacher?: good teachers who inspire you.

Gum stuck in your hair or curling brush stuck in your hair?: gum. ill just chop that shit off. LMAO. brushes are a bitch.

Paper cut on your tongue or dirt in your eyes?: eek. but i guess a paper cut. =/ i dont like this question. LOL

Carpet or hardwood floors?: i love hardwood floors.

Candles or room spray?: scented candles. =D

Smoothie or milkshake?: milkshake

Block scheduling or eight periods a day (for school)?: i think i'd die if i had that many periods, im used to being in a class for like two hours or more.

Monopoly or Candy Land?: monopoly!!!!

Crying by yourself or having someone to cry with you?: by myself, i feel like crying in front of other people makes them uncomfortable.

Baby screaming or fingernails scratching chalkboard?: baby screaming.

Chicken or beef?: chicken. cause beef honestly repulses me.

Talking on the phone or instant messaging?: depends on what stage of the relationship. based on prior experience, i think that on the internet is bad.

Mini blinds or shades/curtains?: i like curtains.

The Lion King or The Little Mermaid?: awww! i love em both!

Watching the rain or being in the rain?: depends on what mood. sometimes i like being inside, reading a book, sipping on hot chocolate and listening to the rain, on others. i enjoy being outside, running and dancing and singing in the rain.

Soft pillow or firm pillow?: suave. =)

Whoo, whoo, all about LOVE and Relationships

Okay, first obvious question, are you single or taken?: single.

If taken, take a moment to brag all about your significant other; if single, why?: ugh.

What do you look for in a relationship?: a guy who gets me and accepts me. challenges me but doesnt override me cause i'm a woman. and one who can keep up with me, cause im difficult.

As far as looks go for the opposite sex, what makes you want to look twice (in a good way, lol) In other words, what's your type, physically?: phsyically? i go for whatever can walk. LMAO

Of all the people you've dated, who was the one you fell for the hardest?: the person i fell for the hardest i never dated....

Of all the people you've dated, who was the one that you definitely could've done without?: well ive only been with one person. and i dont think i couldve done without him cause he eventually led me to where i am today.

What was the longest relationship you've been in, or what was the longest time you had a crush on someone?: relationship: 2.5 months and crush....like two years???

Tell me about your first kiss. If you've never been kissed, tell me what you want your first kiss to be like: eek. well it was outside my job, it was cold and he tasted like an ashtray. =/ it was pretty gross and i was so fucking nervous.

Are you all for or against public displays of affection?: well i just cant do it. im not comfortable enough, as for the people who do it - have some decensy. its okay to kiss or whatever but dont eat each other's faces.

Which is most important to you in a relationship - faithfulness, compatibility, or excitement?: compatability. if you dont mesh well together then youre screwed.

If you really like someone, are you more likely to eventually ask them out or forever hold your peace?: i never hold my peace or bite my tongue. i let them know, even if in the end i end up broken hearted.

What's the best place for a first date?: its who youre with, not where you are.

Would you prefer more romance or fun in a relationship?: im not sure. theyre both important.

Have you ever told someone you loved them?: no.

If yes, did you mean it; if no, did you ever want to tell someone you loved them but didn't?: no. ive never loved anybody like that.

Has someone ever told you that they loved you?: as a friend, nothing molre.

If yes, what was your initial reaction and did you say it back?: fsufkjla

Does "true love wait"? (What is your opinion on premarital sex?): life is too short to always "wait" just be safe.

Have you ever been asked out and had to turn them down?: sortaa

If yes, what did you say; if no, have you yourself ever been turned down?: well he told me he liked me, and i said that i didnt.

Do believe that there's that perfect someone out there for you?: sometimes, other days im just like wtf.

Ever had your heart broken?: sad but true.

Ever broken someone else's?: i dont think so.

Would you rather date a bunch of people all throughout high school and settle down when you get older or meet "the one" while you're still young? (hey, that rhymed): well, i am in high school and im not going through anybody but i kinda wish i was just out there, but i have higher standards than that.

What do like most about the opposite sex?: theyre so hot and charming and smart.

What do you dislike most about the opposite sex?: how theyre assholes and tell you one thing and then do another. mother fuckers. and theyre pretty fucking disgusting.

Would you rather have to break up with someone or be broken up with?: break up with.

Is a serious commitment in a high school relationship a bad idea?: i just think its complicated, especially your last year cause colleges and all that other stuff.

Have I asked enough questions on this subject?: yes.

If yes, scroll down to the next section; if no, say whatever you want to say about love in general that I didn't ask you:

Friends . . .

Well, instead of having a big retarded section asking you which of your friends is the cutest, funniest, nicest, blah blah blah, I want you to tell me all about the friends that you feel like telling me about.: well. without them, god knows where i'd be. sara's always there. yessenia makes me laugh. mari makes me cynical. crystal gets me. there are others but those are the main ones.... and they all inspire me.

Who was your elementary best friend?: karen...then sara and yessenia.

Would you rather have a few really close friends or a big group of casual acquaintance type friends?: few close

I'm just curious . . .

Do you find blonde jokes offensive, hilarious, or just stupid?: i think someitmes theyre pretty accurate and funny.

What do you like to watch on tv, if you watch tv?: i watch shows and movies.

Do you have any plants in your house?: yeah.

Ever had a pet fish?: yup, and this big one bit the other one's tail.

Were you a cute little kid or an annoying little kid?: i was cute and loud.

Are marshmallows good anytime or strictly a campfire treat?: theyre yummmmmy

How many magazines are you subscribed to?: none.

When is the last time you went to the dentist?: hahaaaaaaaaa.

Did you have any cavities?: yeah

Do you have a song stuck in your head right now? If so, what song is it?: spice girls. the one that goes "come on, come on, come on, come!"

What is your favorite variety and color of M&M's?: i like plain.

In your opinion, what's the best type of dessert and why?: i love all desserts.

While we're on the subject, what's your favorite food?: idk. i love lots.

Are you allergic to any foods?: no

What's your favorite comic strip?: errr. no.

Is the squeeze out of a bottle jelly an amazing development or a waste of time?: theyre cool i guess.

What's your favorite Jelly Belly flavor? If you've never had Jelly Belly jelly beans, you're very deprived. They have 50 flavors: i love marshmallow..an coconut!

Do you believe in God?: yeah

If no, tell me why; if yes, tell me why: i just feel like there's someone beyond.

Did you know that Jesus loves you?: sure.

The Future . . . (dramatic "oohs" and "ahhs")

Do you have it all planned out or are you just going to take life in stride as it comes?: i have some planned, other things ill take as they come.

When do you get out of school?: lose some weight 2008!

Excited?: super

What are you going to do this summer?: cuba!!!!

What grade are you going into?: im gonna be a freshman..in college!

Are you going to move away as soon as you're out of school or stay where you are?: dorm

So do you know what college you're going to, or if you're even going to college?: i want to go to marymount. badly.

If you are, what do you think your major will be?: creative writing and media communications.

Do you plan on getting married, provided that you meet the right person?: i hope to get married.

If so, do you want kids? If yes, how many?: yes. im not sure.

Tearful Goodbye . . . (sniff sniff):

What more important, more practical thing could you have done instead of filling out this survey?: i have nothing to do.

About how long did it take you?: im not sure.....

Was it worth it?: not really

So hey, how well do you know me, if at all?: i don't ..

If you do know me, what do you think of me?:

What did you think of my survey?: it was interesting

What are you going to do now that it's over?: idk.

I guess it isn't over yet, is it?: i guess so.


Saturday, July 21, 2007

HARRY POTTER!

Harry Potter was just...amazing. I won't give away any spoilers or ruin the book for you, but if you're still in the midst of reading it, just be prepared to tear up a bit, or even cry, and laugh and smile and be in  and want to kick Voldemort's ass because that's what you're gonna find in the seventh and final installment of Harry Potter. Everything that you can possibly imagine and more.

Granted, some parts are very sad, but JK Rowling did a killer job and although I'm terribly sad to see it all come to an end, I have to admit that everything comes together and JK definitely did not let me down at all. Now with all said, all I have left to say is that

I LOVED it...

and go buy yourself a copy of the book. You will not regret it.

 


Saturday, July 14, 2007

Harry Potter's got me thinkin..

Call me a loser, but I've had Harry Potter on the brain for the past couple of days and who can blame me? What with the movie that just came out on Wednesday (which was freaking AWESEOME!) and the last and final book coming out next week, its gotten me a bit sad.

This may sound completely ridiculous but I've gotten close to those characters, I feel like I know them in real life and by next week that will all come to an end. Their story will be complete and that's the last that me and the world will ever hear of them and their world. And that's gotten me thinking about me and Chris and him going away to school at the end of the summer.

At times I get really upset when I realize that he's going to leave me. I mean, I've known it from the beginning that it was inevitable, but you go dive head-first into something and expect not to become attached and then when you do and realize that its going to come to an end faster than you thought it would....I don't know.

I mean, I love being alone. Everybody knows that, no matter what point I am in my life I always need that one day to just spend it alone but I like having a boyfriend.

I like kissing. I like getting to know him. I like doing things my parents would not only frown upon but flip out about. I like sometimes, not being alone. Being in his company. Hearing sweet things.

but

All good things come to an end. Do they not?


Sunday, July 08, 2007

Currently Listening
Shout: The Very Best of Tears for Fears
By Tears for Fears
Head over Heels
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Playing Catch-Up

Yes it has been a while. But I'm not sorry, just cause I haven't written here doesn't mean that I've stopped writing. Or that I've stopped living...in fact, that's exactly what I've been doing. I've been busy living my life and not just reading books and watching movies about what it could be like which is what I've done for most of my life.

I'll try to keep this short and sweet...but there's a lot to catch up on.

November 23rd - This lovely girl turned "Sweet Sixteen" which believe me, is more sour than sweet at times. It's a place in which you're treated like adults for certain things like paying your own cellphone bill and then as a kid for others like coming home late [10 is not even late!]. It's complicated and confusing but its only for a year.

December 17th - Started working at The Grind, my first "real job" which I absolutely love. Even though I must admit, my boss is sometimes a pain in my ass and I do complain a lot about it, I've met so many amazing and interesting people working there I wouldn't trade it for the world.

I'm boring an pretty much nothing "eventful" happened to me during the next couple of months. I went to several open mics, I competed at Urban Word and sadly didn't make it, my grades slipped, I picked em' up....nothing special, at least nothing to me.

But anyways, lets fast foward to what everyone wants to hear about.

My boyfriend. =)

May 23rd - 25th - It was all pretty romantic, at least for me it was. Chris [the guy I had a crush on sophomore year] wrote me a poem [the easiest way into my heart], whispered sweet words into my ears and melted my heart. I made the first move...yes, I kissed him [shocker I know, the feminist making the first move] then two days later..BAM...he officially asked me out and that was that.

June 25th - Made a month. <3

June 6th - Had my guitar final which I worked my ass of for and passed the class with a B+ [oh yeahhh!]. Then celebrated with the older crew - Tash, Crystal, Marco and my boyfriend. My liver was de-virginized if ya know what I mean. ;)

July 6th - Got wasted. Never drinking again. Realized that when I'm drunk, I dance a lot, and apparently talk about my Harry Potter fantasies concerning not just the male gender.

Somewhere in between I rekindled my friendship with the lovely Sara, not that it was ever dead but it started feeling like old times again once school finished and we both had time [correction - I had time]. I'm looking foward to spending more time with her this summer, like previous ones. I simply cannot wait.

Oh yeah - I just remembered....Rosy's PREGNANT with a baby boy. Yes, that's correct. She is currently being the habitat to a growing penis.

That is all for now. Till next time.

Love always,

E

 

 

 

 


Saturday, October 14, 2006

Well last time I wrote I had just become a junior, and I hadn't really gotten a taste of what it was really like. And now that I have I must say that it sucks - MAJOR ASS! The classes just don't interest me at all, its like that DR. Pepper comercial, the people are talking but all I hear is blah, blah, blah. I zone out so much and my head just wanders. Or maybe I just think it sucks cause I've been slacking off this year which is not a good thing, not a good thing at all. It's just, I don't know. I pick my friends over my schoolwork at all the wrong times, and I'm going to have to pay the price come my next report card. But I just can't help it, but I have to start cause if not then I'm going to be totally fucked.

Last entry I also spoke of Ericson. I've got updates on that whole situation - I don't like him anymore. It happened little by little, but in a really short amount of time. I just stopped caring. I stopped caring about whether or not he IMed me or left me comments or messages. I stopped thinking about what he was thinking about. He stopped being my first thought in the morning and my last before going to sleep. And then my feelings stopped. One day I saw him and BAM - I felt nothing.

Nothing.

No butterflies, no tingles, no urges, no anything. It was the end of something that I thought could have evolved into something and obviously didn't. It was the end of me feeling hurt and the end of me wasting my time.

However. Yes, there's a however. However, she still seems to get to me.

She's fucking hundreds of miles away and she still seems to get to me. And the fact that he still talks to her gets to me. And the fact that he liked her and not me still gets to me, only sometimes.

It's just, she's gone you know? She was only supposed to be here for the summer so why does her name keep popping up everywhere? Why does her number keeping showing up in my friends' cells? Why are her extremely annoying comments still showing up on his page?

It just gets me so mad. And then it gets me mad that I get mad.

I just wish she had never come over here. I just wish that she had just stayed in Florida and maybe then things would be more simple.

But who am I kidding. Nothing's ever simple. Especially when it comes to me.

And what get me EVEN MORE MAD is that I can't seem to write anything about it. Sure, I can write this blog entries but I can't seem to write any poetry on it, or any stories on it. And it has me so incredibly blocked up. I just need some inspiration - anything. But not even my sister's boyfriend calling me a bitch has gotten my creative juices flowin.

UGH.

 



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